"Me and My Big Mouth"

Over the years, I have been known to open my mouth without thinking about what I am saying or how it is perceived. I do get into trouble a lot when I do things like that. All I wish to do is hide until I have forgiven myself for my stupidity and that can sometimes take a while. Sometimes, I wish I could be instantly bitch slapped. It makes the pain go away so much faster. I would rather be punished by someone other than myself.

To hurt someone’s feelings is intolerable to me. But I do it from time to time, without thinking. It’s always too late and the pain has been inflicted. That’s when I want to hide. That’s when I feel less than I really am. I absolutely hate some of the things I do or say when it comes to others.