"I Am Beginning To Wonder"

I am beginning to wonder if things will ever improve for me. All I want to do at the moment is bitch slap God and ask Him what it is He is waiting for? Deep down I know that isn’t the right thing to do. But my patience is wearing very thin. I have humbled myself. I have swallowed my pride. I have prayed. I have submitted resume after resume, application after application, with no results whatsoever. What more can I do? I have done everything I know to do.

I have been waiting for the congress and senate to pass the unemployment extension bill for days and now that they have, I find out that I am not eligible. I have been on unemployment too long to qualify. I am doing something that isn’t working. I wish I knew what it was