"The Least Tangible Is Most Valuable"

WOW! I think I will need to give this one some thought before I finalize it.

Last night as I lay down to sleep, I said a prayer, which I haven’t done in a very long time. Hell, I had given up on God because I have felt he had given up on me. I told Him that in my prayer. I told Him I have been wondering why for five long years of why my life had changed so drastically. I was on a path that I needed to be on, wanting to be on. I wasn’t drinking or using drugs. I was going to work every single day and I was doing my job and very well, I might add. I had no ulterior motives for my life. I was just living it and I was happy with the way things were.

It all changed in a matter of minutes and I have been wondering why ever since. I asked God last night, again, why? Of course I never got an answer. I’m not that surprised about that. I feel He has been ignoring me far too long to think that would change. I will continue asking why. I will never cease until I get an answer. I strongly feel I deserve one. I can’t help but feel in my heart that the answer I seek is the least tangible, so I wait patiently. My answer has to be very valuable.