"Broken"

I see the words written in your heart; words of an abiding and deep love for someone; playful adoration and deepest longing. You feel it will never end; the love of a lifetime. I can see it; your complete happiness and joy and life is good! My heart is envious of whom your heart rejoices. But it’s welcoming to know that you have this and keep it dear to you.

As time goes by, I see the hurt; the deepest pain second to only losing a child. I hurt for you. I can feel your pain. Not long afterwards, the anger rises to the surface like a new born volcano; burning; engulfing and overwhelming. I never knew I could feel so much anger, so much pain. I understand your confusion as to why; the question that burns in your spirit. This confusion remains for the longest time, long after the pain and anger subsides. All I want to do for you is hold you in my arms and comfort you. Will you allow me this?